Lost In A Crazy World

It Could Only Be You

2005-12-11T22:24:00.000+08:00

'You haven't been updating your blog for some time...' Came her (My ex -_- ) reply when we spoke over the phone just a few days back... Well I shall take a little time to explain my absence and what was going on with my life these past few weeks... She sent me a text saying she was really bored and thought if I could ring her up (At like 2am)... I was rather suprised and actually quite reluctant to speak to her at first... Anyways we caught up on both of our lives a little... I felt a little nostalgic speaking to her however brushed off that feeling... She did ask some questions which I tried to brush aside... I couldn't speak out my mind anymore

After we put down, I gave her a short text and she replied saying about us moving on and finding our happiness... But I ocassionally think if it was one happiness I wished for... It would have been you only...

This month had been a rather enjoyable one... Just recently I attended my Intermediate Development Course Aka The Sgt Course at police academy... It was a one week course with lots of group discussions and presentations to complete... But what made it fun was the chance to meet up with my 1st 3 months squad mates again... We caught up with each other and telling interesting tales of our police lives... Listening to interesting arrests and incidents attended by my fellow friends... It felt like the 1st 3 months again... Joking in the lecture theatre and trying to take a doze oblivious to the eyes of the instructor in front... Well it will be a while before I get my rank however I'm looking forward to it!

Anyways that's really about all there is to... Chao!

2005-11-09T21:50:00.000+08:00

It's been a little while since I've logged an entry... Guess it's been a rather boring week for me... Juz came back from the hospital... My grandma juz went in yesterday for an operation... When I arrived... Saw the look on her face which read 4 letters... P-A-I-N... It was very obvious that she was in pain however unable to voice it out... Felt rather sad but I was glad the ops went on without any hiccup... She has always been very healthy, Always going for walks early early in the morning and eating healthy food... But no matter how one try I guess illness always comes along... It's just when it comes...

Many of us indulge in food... Smoke, drink... what so ever haha... I aren't afraid to admit that I do that too but I aren't the hardcore one... I guess we need to watch ourselves and not let others worry about us... The important thing is not letting people worry about us... That's It...

z.z.z

2005-11-03T09:47:00.000+08:00

To all malay peeps out there...Salamat Hari Raya... Have a fun time going around visiting your friends and family members.. After a month of fasting I did say it's time for u guys to enjoy yourselves haha...

She spoke to me again juz a few days back... We caught up on each other's lives... Her's mostly being studying for the upcoming universtiy exams... Then she's asked me something that was pretty obvious ( maybe not for her) that I didn't wanna reply... It's always you that I'm thinking of and no one else... You don't have to ask to know the answer... I tried to ignore her and went to play some games instead...Trying to move on and to place her behind... Yawn

Anyways nice windy day today... Roads littered with motorcyles and buses filled with malays on their visits...

Northern Stars

2005-11-01T00:32:00.000+08:00

Z.z.z... Can't sleep... I'm supposed to work tomorrow... Yawn... Suddenly thought of her so badly... Want her back in my life but I know it's not possible anymore and right now it's really hard for me to forget about her... Z.z.z.... This is Love; Irritating and hearbreaking but yet everyone wants a piece of it and will go all out for it... Guess all of us are made is this manner... There's no denying it...

Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

I guess many of us have those 'stars' but they soon become faint and before we know it they become part of the giant scene of stars in the night skies..... Becoming part of our memories

Cooling...

2005-10-27T22:29:00.000+08:00

Nice Weather right now... Thunder and rain all around... Stupid Day today... Went for some in service session first at my station and that at traffic police... They showed us the new Police WRX vehicle which was really cool... I took a shot using my phone... Guess it's only for highway partol officers... If all FRCs from Mazda 323 became WRXs the roads would like become a racing arena lol... A 323 is already fast enough hehe and I speak from experience...

Saw her today... She was also at in service... Sad to say I didn't get the chance to speak to her... She was from the Npc and I'm from the Ops team... The only consulation is that I always get to hear her voice over the air which sounds sweet too... She's cute as well... Ah enough of it... Cold weather makes me wanna sleep... Maybe I should do that soon...Chao =D

Ouch

2005-10-23T19:38:00.000+08:00

I'm So full right now... Just a few hours back had my lunch at Han River after playing soccer in the morning... I was a little reluctant to wake up at 9 in the morning to make my way there but in the end I was there playing... Sad thing is... I got my ankle sprained again in the process... Just a light one... 2nd time in my life I suffered such an injury... Gotta see how it is tomorrow if not I will go see a doctor if it worsens...

Yeap... It's sunday already the end of weekends and I think the poly peeps are going back to school again... I took leave on Friday to go out with the usual gang... We watched the movie Transporter 2... Erm... Quite nice... Action packed with lots of usual fighting and a little of bullshit stuff lol... Take for example... A bomb attached beneathed the undercarriage of the car and the driver is able to remove it by driving over a ramp and aiming the bomb at the hook of the crane... Well it's an action show so expect of it... After that we went to blk 85 at bedok for supper... We left with our stomachs rather filled...

How many of you guys have been to Duxton Hill...Well that's at Tanjong Pagar there... We went for dinner there on Saturday to a Korean Restaurant... There I observed a few tour buses bringing some Korean tourists here and I saw them going into some other Korean Restaurant... I guess they miss their home food hehe...

And So It Is...

2005-10-20T21:47:00.000+08:00

Back from work again! Yeap... Tomorrow's Friday and I'm feeling rather happy as I have taken off tomorrow so I get the whole weekend to myself haha... Nazir joined me in Ops Room today haha... I guess he was really alienated however he has got to get used to it... Zj gave me a message asking me if I would like to catch a movie with the rest... However I turned him down as I was feeling quite tired... It's an achievement for him ya... 2 weeks in Brunei for his Guards training haha... Must have lots of stuff to tell us lol... Anyways my damm monitor broke down on me 2 days back! I was extremely pissed however the next day I got myself a new one... 17 inch Lcd... Quite neat I must say

Driving tomorrow again... Yawn but time is passing rather slowly... Still a few months before I get to take the practical test! Okay not much to blog about these few days... Wonder how is she doing... Haven't spoken to her for some time... Right I gotta go...See ya

Food....

2005-10-17T12:08:00.000+08:00

Yikes... I burned my saturday just to do duty at the supreme court... Yawns... Last minute thingy... Some dialogue with the Prime Minister for young singaporeans -_- But most of the people who attended the talk wasn't really 'young' There was Beatrice Chia, Araon Aiaz and some other people... Caught a glimpse of them but I was really bored for the whole time... Anyways enough of duties...

I came back on Sunday night with a rather bloated stomach... In the morning during work my friend went to Everton Park to get us breakfast... Carrot cake was nice... Followed by some wonderful tasting Tosai from Selegie Rd... From what I know my friends had called one of the cars outside to go to Seah Imm to get the tosai however he went all that way to Selegie Rd beacuse the previous place didn't sell it! Respects to him... But the tosai was really gd... Followed by some nasi goreng ayam ( Chicken with fried rice) from Geylang Serai as the malays were planning to break fast so they made an effort there to buy food for the whole team... I was so full that when I came home I didn't even think of food for a few hours haha...

Hello police?

2005-10-14T10:07:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... Check this out... This fella called 999 and he said...

Caller: Hello police ah? I need to talk to the defence ministry.. It's regarding national security... I'm supposed to meet LKY later you know??? Ah no I can't tell the police what it is about... Sorry Ah... Okay Bye...

Thankfully it didn't happen in my division... But this example strengthens comment I made about some members of the public not having any brains... Lol...

Last Birthday

2005-10-12T21:29:00.000+08:00

Finally the last birthday that has to be celebrated is finally over! Lol... Youngest of the lot Desmond finally turned 19 yesterday lol... Can't imagine... Anyways celebrated his birthday yesterday at some western restaurant at Tanjong pagar (Again...) The food was quite good but I guess in addition to the main course we ordered the sides caused all of us to pay a rather heft amount haha... But as I always say it's not everytime (Wonder how long am I gonna use this excuse) Got him a long sleeved shirt from Flash & Splash at City Link...Took a little while to find it... Initially I met Elieen to get the shirt and it was a pain cause both of us were running out of ideas but in the end we settled on Flash & Splash... After that we met some of the others at Gelare for ice cream since it was half price waffle day! Before we went to Esplanade to slack at the riverside while waiting for the others to come...It was nice... Letting the wind blow against you and watching the sun glow red in the distace =D Well too bad it wasn't her I was watching the river with... I hope that in time her memory will fade away but still remain in the back of my mind occsionally with me recalling the happy times... -_-

2005-10-10T09:22:00.000+08:00

Haha... It has been 5 days since I last put in an entry... Guess nothing special has taken place these few days... Dreading work as always... November 2006 is the time I'm looking forward to as it shall be the time I bye bye to Spf and say hello to Ord... Guess Sy must be pretty pissed with me... Saturday they asked me out to slack and in the morning I told her I would be going however at night somehow I juz changed my mind and bailed out... Didn't dare to msg her though haha... Bet she would reply with a salvo of scoldings lol... Had something on my mind and I juz wanted to stay at home...

My driving has been progessing at a steady rate I must say... I'm on the roads now and I think I'm due for more new stuff which I'm excited about but nervous ... Haha... I juz got back from work and it was a good day yesterday with not many incidents to clear and only one rather serious incident that was cleared in a couple of hours... Sunday nights are quite a good time to work... People dreading the monday blues fast asleep at home and hence they don't go out to create trouble... Haha guess wat? Even club Momo was closed yesterday... Quite suprising eh... Some plainclothes officers on rounds reported that it was closed and that Central Mall was like a ghost town... Saturday night is the worst though... From my previous experiences It has always been busy hardly giving us a chance to take a breather...

Anyways I gotta go... I'm sitting at the computer typing this the moment I've come home! Haha... See ya...

Mad About Mattress And Bags

2005-10-04T21:53:00.000+08:00

Plagued by all the misery caused by those bombings and terrorist in the recent years... The public I feel has gotten a little too parnoid about things... Almost everyday people would be calling triple 9 to inform about an unattended bag... I mean fine since there are like posters everywhere stating about calling the police regarding a suspicious item however I reckon people don't even use a bit of their common sense and just call the police straight away... Take for example... I feel this is the one and only classic case!! This caller who was a SBS bus driver spotted a mattress lying on the road of the Ecp expressway and he called triple 9 saying that this mattress is on the road and he's afraid it might contain a bomb... -_- What the F***!

Weird that people don't observe things and just wack the 3 9s and sprout some nonsense to those radio officers... lol... Anyways less of work... Gosh working this weekend... No life ! Well it's only once a month so I should whine too much... Anyways that's about it... Chao!

Boom...

2005-10-02T20:30:00.000+08:00

Back from dinner with my grandparents... Haven't met my cousin for a while too... Came back from work at 9 and I slept till 3.30pm before making my way there... Guess I'm a sleepy head today... On Friday Eunice asked me to go to a bbq... She gave no details after that haha... In the end I was there with some of them grilling food but we were not interested in staying downstairs and we went up to Eunice's house to eat... Just for your information the bbq was at Eunice's house and it was an unplanned one too... In the end all of us stayed over till like 11am the next day and I didn't sleep till I came back today. That explains why I'm still so sleepy right now.... Hah

Another spade of mass killings just happened in Bali... De javu for the people living there I guess... Wasn't that long since that Bail incident where hundreds of people perished in a series of bombings... It's sad to see such things happening around us but most of us are unable to do anything... We should count our blessings that Singapore is a relatively safe place and we hardly have to cope with the fear of any bombings and what not... Dunno what those terrorists are thinking... Aren't the way to prove their point by killing people of their own kind... Those terrorists bomb places and in the process some muslims die too... I'm sure the Quaran didn't teach those losers that rite... What is the world coming to? Messy...

Walking In the Sun

2005-09-29T17:39:00.000+08:00

The weather is has been rather weird lately... Right now the skies look anything but gloomy and it's like gonna pour anytime soon. However earlier in the day it was extremely hot and the sun was blazing down on me... The training department organised a game similar to the Amazing Race and it was held today morning at East Coast Park... Had to walk around to different stations and complete the challenges... It was nice to have a tan once in a while but later in the morning the tanning session turned to a sunburn session... For those who chose to take off their shirts and walk around Ecp under the sun came back with a really bad sunburn lol...

Did anyone watch Crimewatch yesterday on channel 5 at 8pm? It featured some officers acting out a scene which involved the Taser x26... It was to introduce to the public the new toy officers were given... Basically it's like a mini stun gun which emits a short period of electricity to the subject shot by the Taser... Haha... I was watching the segment and kind of laughing... The officers were my friends from the Bme(Bukit Merah East) Npc. The way the subject wacked the stick around was kind of fake haha... I bet if u actually observe a real brawl it doesn't happen... But it's juz all for the show...

It was kind of a suprise to me when yesterday she spoke to me on msn... We have not spoken for like a month... Kind of cold towards each other actually but what comes after that I have no idea... Couldn't describe how I felt at that time also... Suprised, Happy or indifferent? I aren't sure.

Can We Start All Over?

2005-09-26T22:10:00.000+08:00

A busy day today... Didn't even get to chance to meet the guys for lunch... Had to buy the food from the canteen down to Ops rm and eat while working...lol... Slept at 2 and woke up at 6 today morning to go work...

The weekends were a little boring... Didn't really do much on Saturday... Spent slacking and sleeping... I was actually supposed to play soccer on sunday morning however at the last minute I bailed out... Sorry guys... I was rather tired... Eunice asked if to watch a movie however I was gonna have dinner with my grandparents and told them I would be meeting them later... However during dinner sy suddenly messaged me saying that Eunice's hp and wallet and Amanda's cash had been stolen -_-... There Sy was in the message cursing the guy and saying that I as a policeman better do my job... Haha

It's funny... Guess the public is not really educated about what the Spf is actually doing... Many mock about us going to catch dogs and rescue cats from trees lol... Moreover oblivious to the job scope, the public also has a high expectation of the Spf (Well aren't wrong lah... Law enforcement unit) They expect us to carry ourselves well this and that and would moan at the slightest imperfection an officer has... Well I do admit before I served my Ns in the Spf I felt that the Spf was indeed slack but rather cool at the same time... But now when I'm in the Spf, My perspective of it has changed quite a bit... In fact Ns aren't like Ns but it's like working... You handle the public ( Easy ones and the REAL F up ones) and you get those rather difficult officers in which you just silently curse and swear behind his back...Etc

Anyways back to the theft case... The guys were like goaning about not having any money and in the end I told them I did give them a treat at Cafe Catel... I bought some ice cream and the rest various food... I guess it must have worked as they were more cheerful after we went out at 12 midnight haha...

Just thought about her again... many things that repeated itself in my mind... I wished we could just start all over again...

All About Her

2005-09-23T00:49:00.000+08:00

Work today wasn't so bad...In fact it was rather easy considering the number of messages was below 100! First time in my ops rm role haha... Time seemed to pass rather quickly too... Maybe because I don't think of her... Time comes to a standstill when memories of me and her roll through my mind... I'm always online and so is she however none of us ever take the initative to start a converstaion... Dumb... Such things are hard to explain... If not I guess it wouldn't be called the four letter word... Love i mean... Haha... My room is like so hot... Guess I will turn on the air condition soon...

Yeap... I just had another driving lesson... I kenna nagged quite a lot of times... Distracted I guess... Couldn't help it... The lesson was like at 1pm and I woke up at 12.30 pm so I was gonna be like rather stoned when going... Blame it on the late nights that I have occupying myself with Dota... Gotta go... It's already 1 am, Maybe I will sleep now...

2005-09-20T17:33:00.000+08:00

A cool Tuesday afternoon... I woke up at 3 after coming back from work in the morning... Feeling rather lazy, I went to take my lunch but kind of lost my mood towards the end... Outside it was drizzling lightly with no sun for almost the whole afternoon... When I came back the sky was looking rather gloomy but it stopped there... Till now... Once in a while it's nice to have some rain since Singapore is like so damm hot however the weather here is sometimes quite extreme... One day the sun is blazing down on you and the other the rain pours down like no one's business... Guess I'm staying at home today... Cooling day and slacking seems a good thing to do...

It has already been a little while since we went our seperate ways... And I'm finding it hard to forget her... Every now and then I'm reminded of her... It's also been a while since we spoke to each other be it via sms or msn... I find myself walking along the path of life dragging with me the past, unable to leave it all behind... Sadness...

Sunday Morning Tomorrow...

2005-09-17T23:30:00.000+08:00

Saturday night... I just got back from dinner with the usual gang... Went to this Korean restaurant at Tanjong Pagar... The food was nice and the price wasn't that expensive too... One of the dishes was rather weird- Seasoned Raw Beef with a raw egg to top it all off and we had to mix everything up and consume it the way it was... However it was rather nice haha... After that we made our way back to the east side and they suggested going to Eunice's house to chill out but I didn't bring out my station pass as usual and so I told them I was going to go home first... However the thing is my mum started to nag and so I decided not to go... And I'm here blogging now... It's boring having to work on a Sunday morning but I have got no choice...

It was a little while since I got a chance to play soccer with the guys... Yesterday went to Temasek Poly to have a game with them after my driving lesson. Turns out that some people bailed out at the last minute and as a result, there were like only 8 people that came. However we managed to get a game going but playing with another group of people... It was rather boring as we were kind of owning them just a little but it was great fun after all... Talking about driving, Before soccer I had a lesson and I drove for 1 1/2 hours straight! This time I felt more confident about driving on the roads and I got to cruise along the streets slowly in the car with the afternoon sun blazing down... Oh and Eunice asked me along to watch the Sound Of Thunder and from the feedback I got during dinner today, I was glad I didn't... Lol

ZOuk

2005-09-15T17:08:00.000+08:00

I woke up at 2pm today... Was at Chinablack yesterday with my friends... All of a sudden they were rather upbeat about clubbing so they were calling people to go... At first they wanted to go zouk however when we got there it was jammed packed. I found out from people that it was the last day of operations before they started their renovation and as such I guess people must be dying to patronise it one last time before it closes for a few months...No choice we went to Chinablack... I wasn't really that enthusastic about going there... I was the one who paid the most (18 bucks to be exact) There was ladies night so some of them got in free and my friend who was still in poly studying got in for only 12 bucks beacuse of his tertiary card! Couldn't I juz tell them I was going to Nus in 2007? lol... Guess they wouldn't really give me the discount still haha... The crowd was alright... There were rather little people but it grew over time... Seems to me most Temasek poly students hang ard there... My friends were like able to pick out tons of people...Juniors and wat not from the masses... After that some girls suddenly suggested going for supper at a tim sum joint located at syed alwi rd... Seems that even if I'm off duty I will be in places that is police related... yawn

My mum constantly nags at me saying that I'm wasting my life away now... However from what I know I'm currently serving my Ns now so I would just wanna slack away whenever I have the time haha... Anyways I get to stay up late playing Dota and watching soccer and I don't have to worry about exams in Uni for a long while haha... Anyways I gotta go... Already 5.30pm...Gotta work...See ya

Mooncake Madness?

2005-09-13T00:49:00.000+08:00

Working through the weekend... Such a dumb thing to do... But I have no choice anyways... It was rather an act of madness... On Friday night, Eunice called me and asked if I wanted to come out with the rest... It turned out to be a gathering at Changi Airport... What in the world you say... Well you gotta believe it... Anyways the airport is like so near to me so I didn't really mind... However the thing was that I had work the next day in the morning and I was gonna meet them at like 9.30pm... In the end, We found this nice and cosy cafe at T2 and we just stayed there playing uno and eating all the way till like 5 the next morning! Of course I had no choice but to go to Cantoment directly and I was like dead beat when I got there... Luckily I made it through the day haha...

Came back from work today.... The skies were looking rather gloomy in the afternoon... I had planned not to sleep till later at night however my body gave in and I dozed off till like 5pm... On sunday Eunice had phoned me and said she was gonna come my house on monday to make mooncakes... I was rather reluctant not knowing what would happen... However she came with Elieen in the evening rather wet due to the heavy rain that started at around 5pm... Mooncakes... At first there were a few hiccups but they managed to solved it in the end and finally there it was on the table... 6 boxes of mooncakes made by them who had no experience what so ever... But it was made possible by my mum who guided them a little of course... Lol...

4 Days

2005-09-09T12:11:00.000+08:00

I just woke up after sleeping for 8 hours... I was enjoying myself playing Dota with my friends laughing my hearts out... Still feeling rather sleeply... Been a little while since I updated the blog... The 4 days were rather boring save yesterday where I finally drove on the main road! Initally my instructor drove us to the same place where I had been practicing for the past 2 lessons... And after a few warm up rounds, We drove out to the main road... I was rather nervous and well I stalled the car on more then one ocassion lol! I was looking at the mirror and saw many cars behind and as such I became nervous and overdid things... Other than that the drive was nice... Drove around Pasir Ris even to Eunice's house at Downtown and then slowly to Temasek Poly... I finally got to know how it feels to cruise on the road...

There was work as usual on Tuesday and Wednesday, But it went without any problem... Well there was actually a problem... On wednesday before I went to work at night I was at Taka with my parents buying some clothes and going for dinner and so when I got to my locker in station, I noticed that I didn't bring my locker key! I was like 'Oh! F***!!' I had no choice but to inform my Oc and rush home immediately to get the key... Thankfully I was back at about 8.45pm and I reported for work lol... I won't let it happen again... It was a single act of absent mindness...

Peach Garden

2005-09-04T20:38:00.000+08:00

Haha... I'm feeling extremely full now... Had lots to eat during the weekend... I made my way to Orchard with Eunice, sy and the rest with the objective of helping Sy hunt out some Guess handbag... However both shops at Taka and Paragon turned out nothing and in the end we stopped by one pasta joint at Paragon for lunch... It was really filling and I was struggling to finish everything... Too much cheese I guess lol... Recently there has been some Uno craze going on... I stayed up on Friday till 4 in the morning at Mac playing Uno amid the chattering of everyone else there haha... On Saturday we followed up with that by making our way to Mache for dinner and we managed to squeeze in a couple of games... However I left for work(Yawn...) leaving the rest to continue playing...

Work on Saturday was really crazy... The workload was enormous and when I got home today morning... It was KO for me... I immediately went to sleep and woke up at 12 before going to Thompson for lunch at Peach Garden with my relatives... Erm I heard that the PM talked about the restaurant with regards to it's great hospitality however he did not mention the extremely hefty price which I knew long ago due to feedback from my parents... When I mean hefty, It's really hefty... I did say we ordered 3 main courses with 7 bowls of dessert and like 10 plates of dim sum and the price turned out to be like almost half of my month's pay haha... 300 bucks! Ouch! Well I won't be giving anyone a treat at Peach Garden... Ever... Not before I start working... haha... Hmmm I'm little lazy to blog more... That's about it... I'm off to play Dota... See ya

Driving Crap

2005-09-02T21:22:00.000+08:00

I got up at 10 in the morning even though I took leave for today... I had my Final theory test(FTT) later at 11.45 am... I was rather nervous... I had never really studied for the ftt, I guess I was too lazy or couldn't be bothered to study... Well couldn't do much studying since it was already close to 10.40 but I got there rather early. It was raining very heavily and I had to run to the office in order not to get myself totally drenched... Quite an ominous sign eh? I went into the testing room full of computers and came out 40 minutes later with my results! Lol... I passed... Couldn't believe it since I have been hearing from everyone else that most 1st timers would fail... Lucky I guess... So I went down to the counter and booked my practical test... Hmm Kudos to Ry who has failed the Ftt 3 times already... I guess she will get it over with the next one...

It was already 12.45 when I got onto bus 21 heading for my house... Kind of stoning on the bus when I heard some shouting from the back... I turned around and saw one old man scolding a group of school students... I ignored it considering the fact that I have seen how petty some singaporeans are... But the thing that got me mad was when he shouted really really loud scolding them and saying that he will go down and tell the bus driver to stop the bus... I looked at the time and it was already 1.15 pm... Damm my driving instructor was due to meet me at 2 and I hadn't had my lunch even. The driver came up with the guy and the guy was like saying... that boy behind needs help, he needs help, I'm gonna call the police... -_- I was like... What in the world is he saying... In the end I was really at boiling point and I let the 'police' side of me handle the rest... I took out my warrant card and asked the driver what was wrong... It got rather messy with the man pointing his index finger right at my face and threatening to sue me... Haha... I told him he was drunk and he was creating a whole lot of trouble for everyone and that the boy was normal and it wasn't any of his business too... In the end I told him to get down and the driver and I managed to chase him off... And we got moving again...

I reached home in time and at 2, I went for my driving... It was kinda awesome... Learnt more stuff and at the last 10 mintues I drove on the main road... Lol... Kinda scary... But next lesson I'm driving on the road with cars not those empty roads... Hmmm Rite... It's little bit long... I'm stopping... Chao!

Lacking

2005-08-30T17:45:00.000+08:00

I have been rather lazy to blog again... Or that I lack the stuff needed to blog... I think from today onwards I aren't gonna comment on the calls people make anymore... Lol... I feel rather bad but it's still great fun which you guys won't really get to know now... Anyways It's already 5.30 in the afternoon... I'm gonna have to go work soon... Been a rather nice weekend... Supper with the usual and finally meeting my grandparents and cousin over dinner after like 3 weeks... My work schedule and their other matters resulted in my 'after 3 weeks' meeting... My cousin is like in army Ns and me, In police Ns... One of the things he mentioned was the feared word 'Extras' which in simple terms means burning your weekend for guard duty something around that line... Well I don't get to experience such things since the security of PCC is attended to by a more professional group of people haha... These few months, My eyes have focused on the computer terminal at least 60 percent of the time... The cubicon at work and my desktop at home... I did better take care of my eyes which do not see through a set of plastic or glass lenses... Okay... It's a rather short one but I need to be going... Chao...

What Goes Around Comes Around

2005-08-27T10:03:00.000+08:00

I just got home from work not long ago... Something weird happened just now while I was in the locker room preparing to go home... While I was changing this guy from BME Npc which I only spoke to once approached me and my friend and asked who was Daniel... So I told him I was and asked if there was anything... So he said 'oh... you careful a little bit' I was rather taken aback by his comment and I tried very hard to recall if I had offended anyone... As I work in the ops rm I talk to officers from BME Npc every shift and it is my responsibility to dispatch them for incidents... Well while in the lift I asked my friends what did I do wrong and they said that I wasn't tactful enough with some BME officers... Lots of question marks appeared in my head...

Well okay fine if that's the case I will try to be more tactful in future... My friends often said I speak in a rather 'xia lan' manner at times... Hmm well I can't help it, maybe it's part of me and this is what makes me... But I was thinking... He told me to be careful... Careful of what? He can't beat me up and I did say the most is he can complain to my OC perhaps for being not tactful enough haha so I was like thinking fine... fu*k him! If BME officers are on ground and I'm in the Ops rm... I can do anything I want with those officers provided there is a reason... Believe me I'm one who takes such 'challenges' rather personally and I'm rather vicious when provoked... Well for that officer I know he just came back from an accident so he can't go on partol... But when he's ready... I did say I will make life hell for him... I hate to do it but maybe he will be attending almost every incident we have available next time... What goes around comes around... He tells me to watch out, I wonder who will really be the one who needs to watch out... Karma is all around us...

Holiday...

2005-08-25T22:20:00.000+08:00

Can't remember when was the last time I stepped out of Singapore to go for a holiday... I think it was like 4 years ago when I went to a 8 day China trip with some of my friends... It was very nice and if I remember winter at that time... How 'cool' eh... Just recently I heard the welfare department for the central police stn was organising some trip to either KL or Bangkok for our team... In the End a majority of us choose Bangkok... I was looking forward to seeing what the department had in store for us considering the fact I only went Thailand once in my 19 years... Haha.. Turns out to be... Good suggestion however the follow up was bad... Considering our team's work schedule of morning, night and 2 days off, It was kind of hard to plan and it the end I bailed out of the trip... So did many others... Well I guess I have to wait until another time before I get to go out of Singapore... Haha

We meet many types of people with different characters during our work... Some good and some bad... Bad I mean really Bad... Like fu*ked up haha... My work requires me to frequently get in touch with those investigation officers Aka IOs as we have to refer arrest cases to them and whatever else... Well today was quite a bad day for me... An encounter with one not so fu*ked up IO and one more with a really fu*ked up one... A caller wanted to pass some medicine to his dad who was detained the day before... So I called up IO A ( not so f up) and found out he had this 24 hour tour the previous day and he was not answering the phone... That caller was super pissed and asked for my name... I sensed that he would explode anytime and lodge a complain against me and IO A... Then I found that IO B ( fu*ked up) was the one taking the statement and I requested for him to speak to the caller however he did not want to and told me to tell the caller that IO A would call him the next day... I was like super pissed... I was talking to one irresponsible IO that would land me in hot water anytime but thankfully that caller complied and problem solved =D

I heard Eunice wants to join the Force so that she can become an Investigation officer...Well good luck and make sure don't be like IO B who just wants to slack...!!

2005-08-23T22:06:00.000+08:00

Was feeling tired today... However I did not bother to sleep again... Maybe I was feeling rather nervous as I was going to go for my first driving lesson that evening... Well 6.30 came and the instructor came to pick me up... Went to some rural rural area where those wafer factories were being situated... Finally when the time came, I was sitting in the driver's seat with the view of the road spread out in front of me... I was overcome with nervousness however as the lesson went by I felt more at ease and more relax and I really enjoyed the experience... Had this urge to just slam down the accelerator and just speed down the straight but of course it wasn't within my means haha... The car was rather neat too... A lancer just like my uncle's expect the colour is of course different... And of course not to forget, Me making the engine stall twice through out the lesson but nothing else was bad...

It's really weird... Many people know what the sole purpose of a triple nine [999] call is for... Reports of theft, fights and other common stuff are the norm... However as educated most singaporeans are... There are some who have still yet to gapse the purpose of the police... Couldn't believe... I was laughing my socks off in the ops room when a woman had called 999 to inform that there was this taxi parking in the multi-story cp opp her block and it was facing her unit and as such she was unhappy and wanted the police to tell the owner to take the vehicle away... I mean gosh! Such a bimbo( Don't worry... not all girls are) Well on top of that another woman called 999 to inform us that 2 dogs were ganging up on a cat and she thought we could take some action... LOL!!! Maybe she was wondering if officers could proceed to arrest the dogs... Well I really don't know but it's always interesting... From a police officer's point of view... lol... alright I'm Off...Chao

Life Is Like Soccer...

2005-08-21T21:35:00.000+08:00

I have been busy these few days or to put it bluntly... Lazy to blog... I'm like feeling so exhausted and I lack the mood to do anything. Half of the time at work I was just stoning at the terminal not knowing what to do... Went for dinner with Eunice, Zj and Manda on friday... As usual I was kind of late... Blame myself for trying to be a superhuman and not wanting to sleep when I came back from work in the morning... In the end we still met up with the rest for supper and went to the park to slack after that... by that I was like half dead as I had not slept for at least 40 hours lol (I could even count it)... When I reached home at about 4 in the morning I just placed myself on the bed and the next time I opened my eyes, It was saturday 12 noon...

Saturday was kind of a day for me to slack... With everyone busy and me suddenly finding myself with nothing to do, Dota was in for me with the occasional couch potato time watching mtv and whatever that amused me... Well soccer was in to... Manchester up against Aston Villa and kind of expect lah... The former won but with a rather small 1-0 scoreline that did not really depict the action filled match...

Life is like soccer... You never know when the ball will just hit you right smack in the centre of your face... It's full of expected twists and turns that would just knock oneself right off his feet... But of course pick yourself up again and you are on your way... In soccer it's kind of sad when you put in so much effort in securing a win but due to bad luck or some other factors your opponents score... 'sucker' punch eh? It's the same thing as it is in life... sometimes you work so hard however your effort isn't recongised and you do not get rewarded... And in fact things backfire and you get screwed instead... What in the world you say... Well that's how life is and like it or not I guess we just have to live through it...

Ps... Arsenal and Chelesa are on tonight... how about a 1-1 score... Haha...
... You are still on my mind... always...

2005-08-17T22:01:00.000+08:00

I'm sure everyone has heard of Friendster before right? Well many people have those nice profiles displays and what so ever... More common is people asking others to add them to their msn accounts so that they make more friends... It aren't common to see people talking about how one person made an extremely lame approach to become a friend of the other... Like the usual line of 'Hi I'm xxx... Can We be friends?? I would like to know u better...' Most of us had our fair share of this and I do play along with it... A few days back someone sent me a mail which really really caught my eye... It being the weirdest of all I've received

Hello Dear,
Nice to meet you, how are you.
I read your Profile and picked interest on,therefore,would like to share with you as soon as I hear from you. I've something very important I would love to share with you which I cannot disclose on a public site.
Please contact me at Not-shown-for-privacy@yahoo.fr
Also give me your private email.
Till I hear from you, remain blessed
xxxxxx

Well I was rather curious with whatever things she had to say to me so I mailed her on another account and in the end it turned out to be some reply that was out to scam people... I kind of expected it since the mail was so nicely written as if it was some template... Of course i wasn't that stupid enough to reply... Well it's an interesting one... Lol... Hmm okay... I'm off... Chao!

Cooking Up A Storm

2005-08-15T23:50:00.000+08:00

I have been awake for the past 2 days... Came back today from work but I didn't want to lie on the bed... I felt it was a waste of my off day... Went online for Dota but eventually I got bored with people quitting halfway this and that... This people are really quite irritating... I admit I do it ocassionally but not when I get killed and I just quit beacuse I'm pissed... Lol... Was thinking what to have for lunch when Zj msged me asking me to have lunch with Manda and Eunice... The thing was that going to Eastpt really limitted our choices and in the end we settled on some jap food... We were like discussing what to do after that and Eunice was like coming up with all sorts of suggestions which were okay but rather no one was interested in doing... Well till she suggested coming to my house to make dinner haha... In all these years there have only been 2 places that we would go to 'Cook up a storm' be it just for fun or for some parties... Mine or Eunice... So today It was my house...

I remember some of us going to Eunice's house last time and in the end getting into quite a mess which was cleaned up over a few days...=D Well the food took rather long to be done and everyone was famished by the time the plates lined themselves on the table... We happily tugged into our food and juz slacked on the couch watching some telvision... It was really nice considering we hardly get to do this anymore... I did say the nearest would be the christmas party.

Eyes Wide Shut

2005-08-14T02:44:00.000+08:00

Finally the EPL has started... I went to work at 12 today... Requested 4 hours off from my Oc... Jim had this party going at Chinablack yesterday and I was there... It wasn't that great... not many people went and I aren't really close with Jim so I didn't talk to him. Anil Andrew king and me were there... Saw Jeffrey, It's been dunno how long since I talked to him... Well the music was okay but aren't amazing... I really couldn't be bothered though...

Samson's birthday today... the rest went sentosa to have a day of fun and I couldn't join since I was working... Well did meet them up for dinner at Paragon... Pasta was nice... My eyes are like closing... Andrew Des and Zj juz left my house... they were here watching soccer... Seriously I'm feeling very tired... I should not have went to the club but who really cares as long as I had some fun and I'm here the next day in stn doing my job... haha...

2005-08-11T13:52:00.000+08:00

My throat hurts... After fever comes sore throat... What's happening... I got home at 9.30 from work yesterday and I just woke up. I remember my mum saying that I was to go buy my own lunch downstairs as she was going outside to eat with my aunt and grandfather. So be it... I was preparing to go down when all of a sudden the sky just poured without any mercy leaving other people rushing to keep their clothes... National Day was a very busy day but we made it! People where calling in to complain about the massive traffic jam at the Sheares Bridge... Well it was expected considering that was the best spot to observe the fireworks... Why not enjoy the sight instead of fussing over a jam that will disappear once the displays are over lol...

Came across Eunice's blog and she says she's planning to sign up with the police force (Or has she already applied)... Hah quite a shock to me... But if she was an Npco I think all the criminals would be afraid of her considering she's very violent haha... I hope she's made the right choice.. Maybe I will msg her later to ask.

Oh well... Gotta go... The thunderstorm has become a drizzle and I'm hungry... See Ya!

LaLa... There Was A Time When People Said That Singapore Won't Make It But We Did...

2005-08-08T23:03:00.000+08:00

Great... I'm working tomorrow... On National Day... People helping to blow out the candles on Singapore's birthday cake while We strive to make sure nothing else happens... Hah what a time to work... Yawn... Finally got my sandals... I was trying to find Teva sandals... The thing was I approached the salesperson for a try on and she informed me that those where for women. Okay maybe I didn't really read the tag properly... So I asked the woman to show me those that were for the guys and she juz picked out 2 pairs only. I was like 'What??'... Nevermind then, Walked to Century Square and found a pair which I bought (For the guys of course)

I think most people know that the President does not reside in the Istana (Papers duh) I have been there think twice.It's a nice place and the grass field overlooking the PM's office as shown in Straits Times is a good place for dinners and stuff. I was there like 2 months back... Some police dinner... Got to see the PM in person but I was like 15 metres away haha... He was surrounded by a swamp of people nuff said. Surpise to see Taufik there too... I think you guys know that he's in the police serving his Ns too... I saw him a couple of times in PA and he was in Istana to perform... Nothing special. My friends and I were like standing beside him but who really pays attention... Kind of weird if the Istana is opened to the public 24/7, Makes the place nothing more special than an ordinary park... Hah can't imagine some ah beng and his girlfriend walking into the Istana finding a quiet spot and making out(No offence) The Istana needs to retain it's status and by opening itself that status disappear

Moses parted the Red Sea in order to allow the people to continue his journey towards the Promise Land... I walked through the 'Red Sea' in order to make it to the bus interchange... The 'Red Sea' I was referring to was actually schoolkids wearing those red coloured hangten tees in celebration of National day... Everywhere I looked there were at least 2 clad in that red 'Sngapore!!!' shirt but I'm sure most will tuck the shirt at the back of their wardrobe or wear it at home. It was just for the occasion... In the morning I passed by Ngee Ann Sec as my Dad was fetching me to Simei and I saw the sch band sitted at one corner... Kind of reminds me when I was in secondary school dreading to play the National Anthem beacuse of all the running notes and I wasn't really that great with the flute yet. Hah... I'm lazy to type anymore... Off to read some book...Chao!

Feeling Warm All Over

2005-08-07T21:24:00.000+08:00

This is it...I'm down with fever... The feeling is of course not enjoyable... Duh... My body is aching everywhere arms legs whatever and even as I type this entry I'm feeling extremely dead... My body refuses to move nor to go to sleep... Came back from work in the morning feeling tired and dead... Yesterday was seriously busy with lots of stupid cases and to top it all off, A naggy female lady was calling in complaining about a motorcycle parking in her compound... Of course US being the service provide and SHE being the customer I could only explain things to her if not she would have gotten a real dressing down from this frustrated police officer... Lol

To most people drinking isn't a vice but instead many enjoy it... I'm sure you guys would have been to Boat Quay and Circular Road (The place where it all happens) I have no problems about people drinking and having a time out there but of course if you gonna get yourself drunk you better stop... I mean it's stupid right? Fighting creating a scene outside the pub and worse of all walking into Boat Quay river for god knows what reason... Downing tequila shots and Hoegarden when you can't handle them, that's a good reason for you to stay at home on saturday nights...

It's the time of the year again where everyone is familar with the ocassion... Nope I aren't talking about National Day... Instead I'm talking about the hungry ghost festival... Everyone knows what takes place... People lining up food burning joss sticks by the grass patch of almost everywhere ( I mean everywhere... Even on a road side) for the returning ancestral spirits.. Of course it's not complete without dinners and auctions... Well the thing is that yesterday people called in to complain about noise pollution originating from those dinners... I looked at the time and it was 10.15 pm... Well complain all you want but can't those guys understand that it's only for a short period of time? I guess some singaporeans aren't gracious after all... Worse of all people of the same race complained against each other... Clearly racial harmony is lacking... Hah

One of the strap of my sandals broke... And it had to happen when I was getting out of the car to go for dinner... Made me look like some guy with an ankle injury limping all the way to the place... No worries though I'm gonna get a pair when I come back from the stupid In-service

5th Aug 05

2005-08-06T01:45:00.000+08:00

Wasting 4 bucks on a taxi trip to simei station in order to save a small bit of time when I was already running late for work... Kind of stupid really... Firstly it was dumb of me to switch off the alarm clock completely and not to make it into snooze mode and secondly I told myself give me a few more minutes which eventually turned into an hour. Still peacefully sleeping and wandering in my dreams when knocks on the door made it all vanish... I awoke to see the skies an orange-red hue and my father standing at the door asking me what time did I have to be at station, that was when I looked at my clock and it read 7.05... It dawned on me that I would not be able to make it but I didn't care and just went to prepare asap... Of course I was late and called it bad luck or whatever I met my OC in the locker room but he juz smiled and walked away...

Work went without a hassle or trouble... Sy messaged me to ask me out for dinner with Eunice and Zj... Of course I didn't reject... Had some trouble finding my way to Holland V though... Used to go there quite often when I was in Ac but that's the past. The stupid thing was when I alighted together with a bunch of rowdly caucasians they got to the restaurant I was also going way quicker then I did and I saw that there was a flight of stairs leading right to it... No comments. I shall not comment on the food... Went for dessert at another restaurant... Nice ambience but it was rather hot...

Just yesterday my thoughts were drawn towards her again... Curse myself for having etch the image of her onto my mind... Long to see her... She said something that I really did not understand and when I asked she did not reply... Guess it's best I juz put her aside and try to move on though easier said than done...

2005-08-03T16:18:00.000+08:00

Can't believe it... I just woke up not long ago... It's one of those days where you come back from your shift in the morning and you tell yourself that you are gonna sleep till 12 noon but 12 noon soon becomes 4 in the afternoon, I guess it's your body refusing to wake up. Today after work I finally managed to drag myself to the driving centre to apply for my PDL and I was rather pleased to see that green coloured slip of paper... Well ever since I passed that btt I had been extremely lazy to go back to the driving centre as it was rather out of the way and I had gone there previously only to find that the stupid traffic police counter had closed because it was already 5.15pm and so it became a futile trip... Now the only thing left to do is to contact the instructor and notify him of me getting the 'green paper'.

Came back from the driving centre looking weary and blur and walked into my room only to find a blue coloured envelope nestling on my table. I opened it to find a birthday card and it was from one of my friends... It was kind of a thing for her to send me cards as the previous years I had also received birthday and christmas greetings... It was very nice of her =)

At least I got To

2005-08-01T22:21:00.000+08:00

Have my 2 off days falling on a weekend...It has been a long time since I got to fully enjoy the weekends... Being in the police force I don't work a five day week instead it's based on a 12 hr shift... Anyways that aren't the point... Saturday was good I guess, having a dinner with my parents ( getting more and more rare)... well when I got home, Eunice called me to ask me out for supper with the rest and since I wasn't planning to sleep early I went... The cheescake cafe at Siglap Road was the location, I have been there a couple of times and the cakes are rather tasty well 6 bucks for a slice though... But saturday's outing became rather screwed up... When we got there it was kinda late and the waiter told us that the cafe only do takeaways. When I heard it, I couldn't help but think why in the world did we rely on some info given by my friend ( Which I shall not mention in order to avoid embrassment.. haha) and get ourselves into a little mess. Mess it was but we still got out of it...took a little while though... In the end we had supper and I finally got home at 4 plus in the morning...

Well I just came home from work... Today was kind of busy... attended many triple 9 calls... Erm some of which were simply LAME AND STUPID ( makes it as if singaporeans aren't born with a brain) which I shall not really say... But it was a day of hardwork for the BME and Rochor Npcos having to constantly attend calls and me sitting in the Ops room ordering them to proceed to this and that location... Still very taxing on the mind... Towards the end of the shift at about 5 minutes to 8 suddenly two incidents appeared on the screen : One in the BME sector and the other in the Rochor sector... I had no choice but to dispatch a FRC ( for your information, it stands for fast reponse car aka those police cars on the road) and I choose the Rochor incident... I felt really really gulity as it was 4 minutes to 8 and this pair of officers were chosen by ME to go... I could sense the displeasure over the air but I couldn't help it... If they wanted to blame someone maybe they should blame those operators at PHQ for making an incident at such a time... But I doubt we all would be so unlucky anymore...

Good Food Everywhere

2005-07-30T22:27:00.000+08:00

I guess you have to be willing to part with your money to enjoy some good food... It was no exception when I went to this French-Jap Resturant at Bugis Junction... Heard of Ma Maison??? I guess not many people have heard of it... Me Too until my parents told me of the place... When I got there I juz started at the menu... well it wasn't really that expensive ( 17 bucks for a plate of salmon steak) but I wasn't the only one sitting at the table... When the food came I was thinking we all had been shortchanged... the serving was rather little but it tasted really good... I ordered this hamburger steak and the beef was really tender(melt in your mouth) and the pork cutlet curry was really tasty too... I left the resturarnt feeling satisfied... The best part of this dinner was having to see a staff of the opposite resturant trying to get customers in a rather funny way... The guy was standing at the door reciting dishes from the menu and smiling to the shoppers... Quite a sight to behold...

I was feeling bored... So i took some shots of the resturant and the food I ordered :

National Service First

2005-07-29T18:00:00.001+08:00

I was chatting with Hazel a little earlier... And she was like telling me how she had only one lecture for the whole day and now she's slacking her butts out in the hostel... Well she's not the only one either, other people have been saying how they only had one or two classes a day... Maybe it's juz the start but it beats going to cantoment for a twelve-hour shift... I'm still stuck in National Service and the earliest i can OrD would be next July which is like in the far far future... Oh well nevermind... I only can wait for the day to come...

Guess she is having a fun time at Ntu...Well it finally came... 2 days late but at least she msged me a birthday greeting... kind of made my day though... Weird that most of us live life in such a manner... When that special someone says something, it makes us kind of happy for the whole day and many of us desire that feeling... Oh well I need to be going... Work awaits me!

Another Post...

2005-07-29T15:50:00.000+08:00

I was just reading TNP a few days ago... One article was talking about how more and more people were declaring themselves bankrupt juz to escape their bank loans and what so ever bills incurred from their extravagant lifestyles...Pity it doesn't work that way... It would be quite funny if you borrowed money from a loanshark and when you are unable to keep up with the heavy interest on top of your principle sum, you declare yourself bankrupt... well I guess those guys will deal with you in a different manner...

Knocked off yesterday 15 minutes later than usual... All because of a group of debtors better known as loansharks aka 'ah longs'... The last half an hour of my shift was one of the most busiest in the weeks... Blame it on those ah longs... Why do they always like to draw on the walls of HDB flats and their 'art' isn't really pleasing to the eye either... Can't believe it, I came home yesterday and juz sat in front of the tv and computer alternating between them for the whole night... It's a sign of how bored I was... The good thing was that The O.C. was showing on Channel 5 but I had already watched the second season ages ago... No harm watching it again I guess

Cuts And Bruises Everywhere

2005-07-27T23:59:00.000+08:00

My right ankle was a victim of today's morning soccer match between Watch Team Delta (I'm In It) and the Npcos from the BME Team Delta... We played out to a draw but after that my right ankle clearly showed the abuse it received... one giant red mark plus a few other scretches. Took my friend's car home... I was kind of tired after the game as I woke up at 7 juz to be at Cantoment at 8+... well only soccer instills such discipline in me... I got home at 12 before making my way to Orchard at 4 to meet my friend...

I didn't really get the chance to chat with her during the recent bbq I attended and moreover she was going back to Taiwan for her studies so it was kind of a need to meet up with her for dinner... the paus with soup in them was rather great tasting but the ones with crabmeat in it stole the show... I juz enjoyed the taste of it in my mouth... But Din Tai Feng did burn a hole in my wallet... Yea The Island was a good movie.... was quite detailed and the storyline is quite interesting with action from the second half of the flim however the ending was rather abrupt...

My mum kept bugging me to get home... she said there was a cake awaiting me at home... I made my way home as fast as I could juz for her and I got a suprise... It was really a big one. I came into my room to find a small cake on my table(so Lame eh?) and from behind came 3 people... It was really nice... Eunice, Amanda And Sy were like making a whole lot of noise... But I was really touched... They came all the way to my house juz to get me to blow the candle off from the cake...In all today was really memorable it's all thanks to a group of people I call friends...

The Big 2...

2005-07-27T12:50:00.000+08:00

It's a long way from that considering the fact I juz moved one step closer to it today... 19 years... the digits seem so small compared to most ppl you meet... 20s... 30s... I'm feeling glad having finally left the digits 1 and 8 behind welcoming 1 and 9 instead... There's still a long way to go and many things that I have not done... guess one only can let nature take it's course... Well I received numerous birthday greetings (Thanks Guys...I appreciate It) but I was still waiting for the special greeting from that someone... I dunno when it will come or it may never... But as I have said... some things are best decided by fate... I have been listening to Lifehouse's 'You And Me' at least 10 times and I even went to get the guitar chords... has to be the lyrics

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

On The Mrt Back Home...

2005-07-26T23:12:00.000+08:00

When I suddenly heard the familar tune of akon's lonely... I looked around to see where it came from and saw right at the corner there was this middle aged guy holding his 3230 handphone and singing to the song blaring loudly from his phone oblivious to the stares of everyone ( including myself)... It was quite funny though but i didn't pay much attention... not till he staring singing to the second song, I decided that was it... Picking up the headphones of my Ipod Mini, I felt at ease...

It was all too familar... the tension between me and her... it was rather unbearable... things have really changed after the orientation... it's never the same... chatted with her on msn today and really it was a prove of how things were between me and her... in the end I told her that maybe we should be talk another time, my mind clogged up with numerous thoughts and I struggled to fought them off... Not till I received a msg from Sy requesting to meet for dinner with the others later... Since I had nth to do and she was always busy with her Uni stuff I met them for dinner... the beef kuay teow was nice... but i really needed the company to take my mind off her which worked till now when I'm penning out my thoughts.

It's funny isn't it... one moment you are telling yourself that she aren't really worth it and the other you lie in bed thinking nothing else but her... it's all too familar

The Chalet

2005-07-25T15:28:00.000+08:00

Recently attended this chalet with a small group of friends... basically to celebrate the birthdays of 4 peeps... Judy, Amanda, My 'twin' Eunice And not forgetting me... since our birthdays were all within a week... it made sense to celebrate together... It was the usual custom for god know how many years...

I was there for 2 days... well things were really nice till the booze got into the picture... if u get what i mean... plenty of bottles of alcohol was there and the ppl were downing them like no one's else business. Well i can't proudly say i didn't take any ( i drank really a lot too...) but i wasn't one of the 4 ppl who got into a frenzy when the booze got into their blood... it was rare sight seeing things that u never expect them to do... well can't describe here... but we had really lots of trouble controlling the situation...

It pretty wrapped up friday night as a night to remember for the madness i gone through... The worse thing was that i had the NE show duty at Padang the next day and i only slept for 3 hours... When I woke up my head was pounding... But I have no idea how I managed to endure the pain and drag myself to Cantoment Road... Moreover the event ended at 10 and I was at the police station since 9.30 in the morning ... A mean feat eh!

Hey

2005-07-25T13:32:00.000+08:00

Hey Peeps... was juz thinking abt wat to do and I thought to myself 'why don't I juz make a blog for fun..??'
Well yea... here's the blog... hmm juz started to get the hang of it... don't expect too much for me though...

Juz A picture to start The day...